☆夜分遅くに申し訳ありません☆ / ☆I apologize for bothering you at this late hour☆

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Everyone,


thank you so much for all of your comforting messages



I've been reading over them one by one



Truly, from the bottom of my heart, they've made me so happy



Thank you guys so much!



I know that my blog has a lot of mistakes in it, with kanji, English, word choice, and stuff...



Honestly, I've never really liked or been good at studying...…



and so I often make mistakes...



I sincerely apologize for that!


I really want to try my best and write with absolutely as few mistakes as possible!



But,



when people start pointing out things about how I raise my child, about our family -- about Noa, even! -- that really, honestly upsets me!!!



Different families have differing views, methods, and daily rhythms, in terms of how children are raised and the house is run -- that is what I believe!



Many of the puchi mails I've received have taught me things


But there are also times when, by saying one little thing, you can really hurt someone or make them feel bad!



Talking bad about Noa, or how she's growing!


There is nothing wrong with my daughter!!



I believe that the growth and development of every child is unique!



Saying, like, "My baby can do that; yours can't?"...!


There are kids who can do everything right away,

but other kids develop at a different pace!!



It's the same as with adults...!!



Which is why we live each day in our own way, at our own pace, in accordance with the daily rhythms of our own family!!


Or like,


"Because you're a mom, wearing bows is just unbelievable"...!


Because I'm a mom~~?!?



I just cannot understand that...



Even though I'm a mom, I still have a hard time studying, and since I've become a mom, I've had to go slow with it, but as a mom, I am trying to grow and better myself...!



I'm trying as hard as I can!!!!



And soon, when I go back to really working again, I'm going to do the absolute best I can to manage that, and the house, and raising my child!



I imagine there are probably a lot of people who will have a lot more they want to say after reading this, but



I am going to keep on doing the best I can, the way that I want to!



To be honest, although I've only just recently started this blog, there have been many times when I really thought I would just stop...



But for all of the puchi mails that have made me feel bad, I've received many times -- many tens of times -- more that have been messages of encouragement...and when I read those,


they really give me the courage and the will to keep going!!



There really is no such thing as a perfect person!



I've learned that it's impossible to live all your own...!!




I truly believe that I wouldn't be here as I am today without all of you who have been so kind and have supported me so much!!!!



I'm sure my blog is full of mistakes, hard to read, and sometimes you probably can't understand what I'm trying to say, but



thank you for your continued patience and support



of Non Piece!!!




I will do my best!!!!




And I apologize...




Tomorrow it'll be a fresh start, back to posting as usual, okay




And I'm sorry for doing this so late at night...